what monkey?!

shit. I haven't blogged in, like...months. shit. it kinda lost its magic, you know? wanted to actually speak w' people for some strange reason. of course, that's having an evolving appeal, as well, it seems. go figure.

shit. I haven't blogged since...since like it was snowing and stuff. shit. funny thing is I met someone in one of those snowstorms. you know, like one of the big ones. and, you know...like, met someone. I must've gotten distracted. we only just started kissing and stuff, though. talk about patience, right? oy vay.

anyway, she's got this monkey, right? as it turns out, it's me. get that...I'm her monkey. shit. could be worse, though. I could actually be bad for her.

what's really cool, though is that she's awesome. not that I want to be someone's monkey forever - or at all really - but if you end up as the monkey of someone who's this cool, well, you've done alright. maybe if I could get her to be my monkey, we'd be smooth. ahhh, I dunno.

all I know is: I listen to these songs - I even wrote one- and I feel how it feels to be with her. I don't think I've felt this way since...well, way before those snowstorms, that's for sure. I saw her out the window that day, before we even met, and I couldn't really recognize what was going on inside me. I think it's because...it's just been so long. you know what I mean? when you just know you love someone?

I guess if nothing ever pans out, at least I got to remember that I'm still alive in ways I can't even describe. could be worse. I could actually be a monkey. no good.

The Kuv Keeps A-Rollin'...